Wow....

Welcome back to the Blogging world Jana!! Lol... So I have come to the realization that I am a absolutely HORRIBLE blogger! I Totally admit to the offense, and won't deny it because I just changed my background from Christmas Trees, and it's half way through April! Haha... Well to catch you up on my last few months... Not that much has happened, but I have had some pretty awesome vacations! :) 1st off being a whole week in Vegas for spring break away from the Utah rain, snow, and work! 2nd being last weekend for Easter! My WHOLE family was in Vegas, which is in and of itself quite a task, but well worth it!! I'm starting to get very excited for the next couple of months!! I have lived in Utah for a year now.. CRAZY!! Every month here I have contemplated moving back home atleast twice because I have found it to be quite a task to make friends here in Utah... People here are VERY different from Vegas people, plus I still haven't quite found myself here, mainly because half of myself is still stuck in Vegas, (Rachel!) Lol.. But also because I've been kinda unsure of if I REALLY want to be here... BUT... For my anniversary of being in Utah I have officially decided... I am here to stay!! Sorry Vegas Kids... I know that part of me will Always call Henderson home, and everytime I leave there I will surely still cry, but that's just who I am and I am who I am because of Henderson, so take it or leave it!

Although it makes me moderately sad to finally admit that I am now a "Utahn," I am extremely excited to finally dive in and find what it is that has been drawing me here the last 3 years! I know I know... I'm a little late to act on these preminitions, or feelings, but better late than never! Also... My little sister will be joining me shortly after her Graduation on May 9th, and I've basically been waiting for that for a year, so yeah... I'm pretty fricken excited! (No turning back now Rach! ) ;) Hopefully my Mom wont be too far behind her either because that also been a Huge draw back about being here. But things are definately starting to look up! And I believe it is now only a matter of time before she's able to be here with us!

For now though, I think I just need to realize that it's in the Lords hands and all I can do is my best, and hope that it all works out! I have loved being up here with my family in Utah and getting closer to all of my cute nieces and nephews here... I am extremely blessed to have such an amazing family, and so blessed to be part of such an amazing gospel!! Thanks to all of my friends and family who continue to be an amazing support system for me! I love you all TONS!!!!!